I have a (somewhat) important announcement to make.

As most of you know, I've been in a relationship with a boy for the past nine or so months... and that this particular boy also waited nearly two years to ask me out in the first place to appease my parents.

And I guess since most of the people watching this are friends of mine in real life, I should let you know that he dumped me today at about 4:00 in the afternoon.

Right now I'm not really up to explaining all that that entails, but I may at some point in the future if people are readily interested.

I'm still in shock right now.

I... am starting to move out of shock, though. I can feel this weird... hole ... in me.

Anyway, if you are of the inclination, I would appreciate prayer/happy thoughts/etc in my direction, because... well, I didn't really expect this to happen, especially not the way that it did, and ... it's rough especially because it's reinforcing the idea that all the men in my life are just going to leave me. My father. Jordan. And now Gabe.

Anyway. It's just... it sucks. It really sucks.

Thanks everyone.

G'night.